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11 things lost in the abyss

Mon Oct 26, 2009, 7:59 AM
  • Mood: Bemused
  • Listening to: Gong - 2032
  • Reading: Gates of Fire
  • Watching: The Last Samurai
  • Playing: FF IX
  • Drinking: Tea
Skanked from Vampireaddict, I think it's about time I did one of these.

The rules:

• * List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.

• * Don't say who they pertain to.

• * Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.

• * Never discuss it again.

1: You were everything to me during that time. I should have made my feelings more clear, and now we've gone our seperate ways and it's too late. It would have worked though, if I'd had the courage to tell you.

2: Yes, I did it. But is one stupid mistake worth ending years of friendship over?

3: I care about you way too much. We've never even met and hardly ever talk these days, but if you were ever in trouble I'd drop everything and run to the rescue. It's kinda twisted, but on some level I hope I get the chance to one day.

4: You gotta grow up kiddo. Copying me will only end in you making the same mistakes as I did, and maybe you won't be lucky enough to scrape though. I'm not fit to be a role model.

5: I never thought I could be so stupid. Your entire life I thought of you maybe once or twice, then we finally met and my outlook on the entire world has shifted. Eight years old and wiser than I am.

6: I'm sorry. I was too young to fully understand what was going on in your mind. I think I could have made a difference if I'd known, maybe helped to save you from your self built prison. I realise that now, and I'm trying to fix it.

7: I'm never going to actually say this to your face, or even admit it needs saying. I think that would hurt you too much. But just between me and the abyss, I forgive you.

8: I guess I gave you a pretty hard time back in school, eh? Apologies aren't enough for that kind of behaviour, besides I don't think you'd really accept one. Still, I'll make up for it one day.

9: I can't keep sorting your mistakes out. It's time you either learned to stand on your own feet or pulled out of this completely.

10: One day I'll get you back. It'll be quite enjoyable too.

11: Come back...

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:iconbeckieflitz:
You big poop. :( Not being online ever in the world! Pshhh. xx

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:iconlord-cooper:
Hehehe, I'm here now :p

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:iconbeckieflitz:
Bloody hell, you're alive! :o
I emailed you back, so get reading! xD
:)
xx

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The scrawlings of an idiot. :boing:
:iconvampireaddict:
Hi! It's been a while, I thought I would stop by and see how you were doing. :]

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Thanks for the visit. Beckie told me what you did for me, thank you for that too. :hug:

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